Good Morning my four little followers!
I had a great walk this morning. I have to brag. 4 miles in one hour with 1.5 miles going up the hill! I feel invigorated, but my hands are shaking and it is hard to type slowly. If I type fast, I don’t miss keys.
But, now on to the blog…
For the past few months, I have been studying patience in my personal scripture study. I am sure everyone wishes that I had studied that topic earlier in my life, but I have been helping you all develop patience.
Proverbs 14:29 He that is slow to wrath is of great understanding: but he that is hasty of spirit exalteth folly.
I am very foolish very often and exalting folly all around me.
Erik’s Scripture Sunday blog made a big impression on me. He used John 13:2-3 which says that Jesus knew he had God’s power in His hands. Yet he allowed all those around Him to use their agency, Judas, the Sanhedrin, Pilate, the Roman Soldiers, all were allowed to choose their actions. After all Christ endured during the atonement, he patiently endured all the rest. Is there anything more godly than having the power but patiently waiting to use that power. How much love did He have? I cannot comprehend His love. For me, he resisted the impulses he surely had to strike those Pharisees if not dead, then at least with a little leprosy. For me, he endured the taunting, whippings and indignities inflicted by the Roman’s. For me, he endured the pain of crucifixion. For me, he suffered the withdrawal of His Father.
I cannot imagine what it must have been like because He has never withdrawn from me. When I have finally humbled myself enough to turn to Him, there He is, right where I left Him.
He is still patient. He allows me to use my agency, never exerting any power over me, but always by persuasion, long-suffering (oh He is good at that where I am concerned), gentleness, meekness, and unfeigned love. I feel only kindness and absolutely no guile (another incomprehensible aspect of Christ’s love for me…how can He do it?). Oh, he reproves me very often with sharpness but it is with such love, stronger than the cords of death. Yeah, His love is Charity!!! It is pure and fully accepting and amazingly patient.
I so desire to be like that. I really do. I am so far from that, but His example is there, His atonement gives me hope. I loved Erik’s blog because it really showed me how patient my Savior is. I gained another few cognitive synapses into comprehending His love for me. Thanks Erik.
Thank you all for being absolutely the most fabulous kids in the world. What blessings you all are.